Thursday, May 31, 2007 / 11:19 AM
Went swimming yesterday!
Well, not really swimming, considering the fact that I didn't swim much. Haha! (: Was playing in the lazy pool and wave pool. Can't believe that I actually got a little burnt although I went in the early morning and there wasn't really much sun. (: Went to eat KFC at the JE sports complex, and HONEY ROASTED WINGS from the Pizza Hut. Loves! Its my all time favourite. (:

I skipped Literature lesson and luckily I didn't go cause Maryanne told me it was boring! Haha. I seriously don't like my teacher. ): Cause I don't think I've really learnt anything at all from him. ): I'm so going to fail my Literature.

Hm. Today is Vesak Day! (: Public holiday and I'm stuck at home. Nevermind! Shall try to do some work. (: Though its most probably going to be a failed attempt. Hah!

I finally know what I had to do. A little patience, a little understanding plus a bucketful of hope and love. I'm not going to force my way, not going to fiercely demand, but just going to tell you how exactly I feel. Maybe.. Just maybe. Things will get straightened out and better, just like it had been these few days. Then maybe.. We'll survive. (:

Tuesday, May 29, 2007 / 9:38 PM
Been too emo nowadays.
Sometimes little things make a difference - although you might think its not wrong but you aren't aware how badly it affected others.

Anyway, last thursday Denise and I skipped school. Haha! We went shopping in town. Bought a few stuff, 2 tops one from fareast and the other from forever 21 and a Roxy bag. (: Spending money cheers me up loads. And I went to thread my eyebrow, bought the 5 times package which costs about $60. My sister says she'll return me the money and I really hope she sticks to it cause I'm kind of broke. (: Had fun shopping with Denise! We tried many ugly clothes in Isetan. Hah! And I overslept on my way home, guess shopping really makes you tired. (:

Friday. School was half day! (: Didn't do anything much. There was the blood donation drive thing at AC but my mum has minor thalassaemia and I wasn't tested for that anaemia so I didn't donate. Haha. I'm not scared okay!

What did I do on Saturday? Oh! I went Ian's house for mahjong. I got the bamboo luck! Haha. After playing Ting, Jeff, and Alvin went to the bubble tea shop and to Alvin's house downstairs basketball court. Haha. Ting killed a green mini spider! Got scolded by my mum badly cause I didn't pick up the phone and we're supposed to go out as a family for dinner. We are Western food at Bedok block 18! Haha. Its NICE! My sister found out that place from the internet. Apparently it serves restaurant quality western food but its cheaper priced cause its at a coffee shop! I ate salmon which was rather bland but the others looked nice! Didn't eat meat that day cause of the after effects of that video. So I ate fish! But the steak really looks appealing. (: Sister and brother ate that. Haha.

My brother refused to take a photo with us so here's me and my sister:








On Sunday I went for ballet then ate MacDonalds at KAP with monster. (: Seaweed shaker fries are nice!

These two days I've been STONING around. (:
Bye people!

Monday, May 28, 2007 / 2:15 PM
Sometimes you arrive at a crossroad with two roads leading to God-knows-where. Its' hard to make a decision without knowing what lies ahead so you just take the left road with more sunshine and birds instead of the gloomy and dark one.

I chose to believe, I chose to trust,
but sometimes I wonder if its all an illusion and this road is in fact the darker and gloomier one.

Friday, May 25, 2007 / 9:47 PM
When I was bathing I kept thinking about the animals in the video Ms Ho let us watched today. ): I've always know that the animals we're eating come from slaughter houses (like duh) and are reared comercially for eating purposes. But, when you look at how cruel man can be dealing with the animals who did no wrong.. I feel so guilty. Luckily I don't eat much pork and beef. In fact I don't really eat them. (cause they don't taste that nice) You guys should have seen the video; the way that guy slammed the pig onto the ground, the emotionless faces which continuously branded the cow which was struggling to get off but held in place by a small cage, and also the poor chickens which legs are broken before and flung about so ruthlessly to be transported to the slaughter house.

I just wish they get better treatment. Its like - they are what we're eating and we should be thankful so don't treat them that way! ): I won't be a vegan cause its almost impossible for me to eat veggies everyday, but from now on I'm going to pray before every meal to tell God how terribly these animals died and ask God to grant the animals happiness in afterlife wherever they are. ):

The video really affected me loads. I should have left and missed the video then I won't be feeling this way.

/ 8:46 PM
Gentle Reminder: Its 12 days to my birthday.
(: Hah!

List of things I WISH for:
Escada Into The Blue PACKAGE BOX ( cause I lost the pretty glittery box ): )

Currently there's nothing else. ):
I wonder why I always lose stuff.

Thursday, May 24, 2007 / 8:29 PM
Just when I was so happy and glad, your piece of news just breaks me down again. I sincerely hope that what I imagined won't happen again in the future, but sometimes I just feel that it is inevitable. And maybe it is inevitable.

I just don't get it.
I don't know what to think.
I don't want any more quarrels.
I'm at loss of what to do what to act.
Totally.

And I can't stop the tears from flowing, when no one's looking.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007 / 11:20 PM
HEY PEOPLE OUT THERE.
I don't like Mr Ong in that that way!! He's just a nice looking teacher. Haha. Pretty funny too. And tml I'm not going to school again! Have a shopping date. Luckily I'm not going cause there's like extra Maths lessons after class and also Ms Yu's changing the practical to tutorial. PE is so fun! I love playing floorball! and handball! I miss playing floorball man! Cause my primary school PE lessons consisted of floorball quite alot during our P6 days. (: And I can't score for handball. I suck at throwing. Lol.

And to those out there who don't understand me, or rather don't know about here at all, this is for you, all 7 pages of my MBTI results. Have fun reading! (:



Oh ya, my scanning skills kind of suck. Haha! (: Goodnight!

Tuesday, May 22, 2007 / 7:29 PM
Well, I'm not really feeling good. Cause I just found out that - lied to me like some time ago. But neverminds! Sometimes I should just close one eye, pretend that things never happen, to look on the bright side. So actually I'm rather thankful to God cause He gifted me with forgetfulness. (: It's truely a gift I must say, cause it allows me to forgive easily.

I suck as a Christian I must say. I dread going church, I don't read the Bible and I live life without thinking who's up there unconsiously. I do believe in Him, I know He exists, but sometimes all those overly rated Christian freaks just scares me out. It's kind of ironic in the sense when..-... Ya. Haha! My blog's censored! (: But anyway I'm trying to find a new church, to have a change of environment and I swear I'm never going to become one of those Christian freaks. My parents are a good example of non Christian freaks who loves God as much as any Christian freak out there. (:

It feels wrong blogging this. Haha, but this is how I feel. (:

School was okay today. Ms Yu wasn't here so we got like a free period during Chemistry tutorial, and GP relieve teacher released us early cause WE BEING GOOD STUDENTS finished our essay. Haha! I didn't run 2.4 today, and maybe I'll just settle for a B. (: 29 points should be good enough? For the lazy me. And Mr Ong is sooo funny today. Sighs, if only he isn't attached. HAH! And my Project Work survey failed the teacher's expectations. ): Have to redo!

Its just a few days to holidays. I'm looking forward.
BYE PEEPS!

Friday, May 18, 2007 / 11:21 PM
BLOG BLOG BLOG.

Haha. School was so boring today. Had a long Biology tutorial in the morning cause there's no lab. ): And Mr Joogal Kishor lied that the principal was coming to observe us. Stupid! We celebrated the birthdays of the three: Joe, Winnie and Zhanglin. So not organised. Haha. We got like people missing and stuff. The candles melted until like a pool of wax, but nevertheless we got the celebration on. (: Cake was chocolate cake. Didn't eat cause I don't like chocolate (cake). Haha. But its really cool having 3 people with the same birth date in the same class. (:

And after school, I tried really really hard to contact the stupid Ting and Huayning. That 2 stupid girls. Haha. Think cause of something their phone weren't with them. But ANYWAY, I CRASHED JJC. (: Cause there's sports day, and I (being so deprived of fun) wanted to have a feel. (: BIKILAAAA! It was really quite fun, bought the Bikila house tee and camouflaged in with Ting and Huayning. And I joined the correct house cause they got overall champion!! WOW. There's this cheerleader for the house who seemed really scary, the way she cheer. Haha, very man. How I wish I'm in JJC! But ACJC's fun cause of SC9 too. (: And Ting joined this event where you have to run with this 3 kg ball, (5kg for guys) which is really.. okay, I think. Haha. People tend to drop the ball then the ball will like roll by itself. Okay, I think no one gets me. Anyway, the JJC spirit is sooo exciting! Saw many of my old school friends as well. Saw Fiona. (((:

Then went for dinner with Huayning, Ting, Royston and Jeffrey at the KFC near JJC. Haha. Cause we sat at this 4 seater table near the sink. Roy sat like blocking the way to the sink then there's this KFC aunty who keep complaining. She said like if he sits there, he'll block people walking, and blah blah blah. POOR ROY, cause that aunty repeated the same damn point like tons of times, over and over again. Haha! Now we know what Royston is scared of: people nagging. (: And the aunty repeated the thing to us girls too. Lol. After dinner we went to the bubble tea shop for Roy and Jeff to buy drinks, proceeded to some void deck near the shop to talk talk talk. Haha! The guys keep going toilet, damn funny! Something is wrong with their bladder. We keep taking Jeff's stuff LOL. And stupid Royston trick me la! What deng1long3da4sai4, then he told me is like some lantern thing, and ridiculously I believed it. Haha, cause of the word deng1long3 (lantern) WHAT. So stupid. Imagined how long we sat there, haha, that I only reached home at 10pm. (: But it was fun talking to them!

And I gotta go go go. (: Freaking tired and tomorrow playing with QT people and the girls. CHEERS!

Thursday, May 17, 2007 / 11:06 PM
Okay, I forgot to post about my stupid bus trip today.
Went home alone on 198 and was freaking tired so fell asleep next to this middle aged girl. And my head started swing here and there so I think she's a little scared of me. Haha. Then there's this stop near ITE where quite some students boarded. And being too sleepy, My stupid head just went like swing swing.. YA. When the woman alighted, I moved in AND continued sleeping. So there's this turn nearing JP and my head just went "BANG!" against the window. ):

It hurts damn badly and I was super embarrassed about it.
This is the reason I hate going home alone sooo much. Haha.

Because of that stupid knock, I feel that I'm getting stupider. I'm thinking stupid stuff again and asking lame questions again when I just shouldn't have bothered asking. Just plain stupid. Shucks. What's gotten into me! Anyway, I just don't think you should say that I'm being good cause I only feel like a puppet. I'm not saying this like with anger hurt or er, stupidity. I don't mean it in the negative way either, but I guess sometimes you should start to understand me as well. Look at things in my shoes and try to give way like I'm trying to. (: Nevertheless, I'm happy now, cause of those other wonderful people in my life. So stupid girl stop thinking so much. How I wish I had more things to do. (besides homework) VOLLEY PLEASE START ASAP.

Goodnight people.

/ 7:52 PM
HEY PEOPLE READING THIS:
I'M EXTREMELY HAPPY TODAY. ;D

Haha. Most probably cause I talked to THE PE teacher. And also because today is an extremely fun fun day! (: Haha. Had loads of laughs and giggles today all because of DENISE. Okay, its fun having her in the same class, sitting beside her every lesson and having giggly sessions. BUT PLEASE DUN TEASE ME ABOUT !@#%$^& WHEN ITS SO NOT TRUE. (: AND YINI TOO. Haha. Really really love my class loads now cause its really fun. Denise and Yini with me laughing all day. (though sometimes Yini really look so stone) Joy and Rethinam. (haha!) Terrence and Yanxun cracking stupid jokes all day. And much much more! And we're like spreading the trend of disliking that certain someone! Okay, we're not that bad. Its just that people start to realise what's wrong with her. AND I WANT TO PLAN CLASS OUTING. (: So that the lovely people can have a day out together. Haha. Loving SC9. *grins!

AND OMG YES THE PE TEACHER. Haha. We're (Denise and me) like 'hanging out' with that group of PE teachers and they make me want to be a PE teacher as well. They are SO funny! And YAY, Denise will be joining volley. (: Cause I told her that most J1s don't really know how to play as well. (: Like ME! But then it may not be starting so soon because they have to settle the CCA budget first. Boohoo. I'm going to grow fat at home.

I'n going off now. TATA. (:

Quoting from Denise's blog:

BACK ON TRACK! I swear Shuqi is so much fun to be with :) So during gp today we were talking bout environmental issues and then Shuqi was telling me that she wanted to turn on the air-con tonight and then it was like:

Me: Why? Dont you turn on the air-con every night?
Her: No?!
Me: Why? ARE YOU DOING YOUR PART TO PREVENT GLOBAL WARMING?!

And we started laughing because its like freaking funny can you imagine her mum going: Shuqi, today's very hot, remember to turn on your air-con tonight! And then Shuqi will reply: NO! DONT SUPPORT GLOBAL WARMING *pumps fist up into the air*

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

Okay nvm maybe its not very funny to you lol and I was being really random during gp class. Yini and Shuqi were talking and talking and then suddenly I just went: The bus no air-con. LOL I didnt even know what I myself was talking bout hahaha and all three of us started to laugh and laugh and laugh :D

Sunday, May 13, 2007 / 6:40 PM
There was this error for posting the last few days. But anyway, I found out from the Blogger Help Discussion group that this only occurs among Singnet users. So anyway, follow the instructions on this website: click here! and hopefully your problem will be solved. Mine was! (:

Actually I blogged quite alot yesterday, but it wasn't posted due to that error. Haha. But anyway, Denise and me went to Kallang to watch Yini play on Friday, before Rock AC. She's freaking good! I'm so proud to have her as a friend. Despite the sprained ankle she is still able to perform so well. (: Cabbed back down to AC to watch Rock AC. Felt kind of weird there because I'm like a stranger to Denise's friends. Haha. Can't really talk to them. And it ended quite late, about 1030pm? The performances were rather breathtaking, especially the pianist. Absolutely amazing! I wish I could play like him, but then again piano is rather boring. (the reason why I stopped)

Saturday, hm. What did I do? OH YA. I went MacDonalds to study myself. Haha. There's like 2 tests tomorrow and I'm so going to die for both. Just pray that I am able to concentrate and finish reading GP package and my maths tutorials at least. (: At night I went to my grandma's house for a simple Mother's Day celebration. Just dinner and family gathering. (:

I attended ballet classes with Sarah today. And I guess I'll be joining them. (: YAY. But this class don't really make me sweat. And I want to sweat! Haha. Cause the teacher focus more on techniques and perfecting our basics.

And PEOPLE, try this:
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I saw it on my sister's blog and tried. It's quite accurate! (: Have fun!

Thursday, May 10, 2007 / 7:23 PM
There's s stupid problem with accessing the blogger template. ): It lasted for so many days already! And just today they identified the problem. Cause it was some internal error at first. I'm going to get Denise to teach me how to use livejournal during the June holidays. Haha.

Anyway, I didn't go school today. I woke up with my muscles aching like crazy in the morning, all thanks to the 5 stations I did yesterday. Haha. And do you know that people get limited edition T-shirts for being the top in either stations?! I so want it! Lol. But its kind of difficult cause AC got so many sport pros, who are like indefinitely fit and ya. ): But I want the T-shirt!! Haha. Okay, sidetracked. Hm, stayed home today to study for the Biology test tomorrow and also cause I don't want to walk in school like some constipated thing all thanks to the muscle aches. Haha. Rather unproductive cause I've only finished reading DNA notes.

And tomorrow I'm going to go school! (like duh) Cause there's Rock AC and also Denise and me are going Kallang again! YES, again. To watch our dear Yini play netball. (: Hope it doesn't rain this time. Haha. Ms Yu has been complaining bout us. And our results. Haha. Actually its Yini. But its pretty unfair cause she got netball seasons. Denise and me will make her into top scorer during the June holidays! We'll MUG LIKE CRAZY. TOGETHER. (:

Anyway, thanks to nice people around me. I'm kind of feeling.. GOOD! Haha. I've got lovely friends who care alot for me. AND I'VE DECIDED. I'm making this crazy resolution. I'm never going to date again until I decided that I'm going to marry that guy, instead of dating cause of impulsiveness and rashness, and the inability to be decisive. (: HOORAYYY. Okay. Bye! *scoots off to study for Bio. (:

Denise & Me.






Cheery girl. Haha.

Tuesday, May 08, 2007 / 7:10 PM
song title: What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do


Good evening! (: School really sucks now, with all the tests and homework. And I got a new phone. (: Love it. I'm flat broke now. Haha.
Anyway, Alfie sent me this song like some time ago. But its really meaningful. (: And it reminds me of someone close.

OKAY. Stop thinking. Read GP package! (: Listen to the song peeps!

P.S There is a current error for blogger's template. Shall change the song as soon as possible. (:

Sunday, May 06, 2007 / 10:18 AM
I LOVE MY FRIENDS. (:

Seriously, I won't make that silly decision again. I'm going to stand firm. I know what I want now. Yesterday's decision was the right one. I've cried enough, I've said more than enough. Haha. If all these failed, nothing works right? (: As for the people out there chancing on my blog and seeing this post. DON'T ASK MUCH! Haha. I'm happy the way I am now.. Though yesterday I wasn't. (: I'm glad God took something away yet he gave me much more. I'm not only sad for a day, the fact is that I hadn't been myself lately. I've been sad for dunno how many freaking weeks. It's time to stop. Mr Ong says I'm the most cheery girl in my class. Haha. And I shall be. ;D

Shall go shopping for a phone later. (: With my besties!

And to Charlene, thanks. (: I'm really thankful that you're willing to talk to me. After the stupid things I've done. You cheered me up a lot. (:

WHAT ABOUT MY GPP! ): It sucks to do it alone. I wished I had better people in my group. Haha. Cause of that one rotten egg, my group sucks. Poor me!